Man...sunday's nearly up and i'm not even halfway through my work..
Life is so demanding isnt it.In every way possible.
We just gotta toughen up in every way possible then.
Me.I just died inside.












No one listens in real honesty anymore
but yet i have so much to say to you

Soccer in the morning was a disappointment. i kicked the ball through the fence.i'm still amazed how it happened.
THROUGH THE FENCE.usually the ball just gets stuck at the gap.but i managed to kick it through the gap an into the huge drain where
we'll never get it back.wtf -.-.
Bridge project in school was good.Finally finished the main structure.
Then Singapore vs Thailand was another disappointment.
ARGH LIFE...









Time will tear us apart
but it wont break
anything that you are
We wont say our goodbyes
you know it's better that way
we wont break
we wont cry
it's just a moment of change.

School's been pretty demanding this week..so demanding that it's
gonna be eating up my weekends!!
Finally gonna have a haircut tmr..thick hair + s'pore weather = BIG NO NO...








I've lost myself
now i need time to find myself again
but the future is still a mystery right? 

Friends Exposed on fb is funny everyone should go try it..
The rain cut short our practical today but my group is ahead of schedule so
it's ok! My cough is still bad i need to see a doctor...tmr..after persistent coughing of 2 weeks..
Alright time to shower and sleep cause i need to get up at 4 to watch liverpool lose...damn scousers.










A million words wouldn't bring you back
i know because i've tried
A million tears wouldn't bring you back
i know because i've cried

Note to self: Do not attempt sports when you have a fucking headache you fool!!
Ok now that's done..tmr is gonna be relax ttm day.love it when the house is empty and i have quiet time.
Everyone needs quiet time.It's good.
Gonna start research on my fyp..WHICH I JUST REALISED HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY COURSE.
what the hell have we gotten ourselves into.







Faces all around me
they dont smile they just crack
waiting for our ships to come
but our ships arent coming back
we do our time like pennies in a jar
what are saving for.

People spend a lifetime searching for happiness, looking for peace, closure.
We chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues us.
The irony is the only place we ever needed to search was within.
Therefore i really respect you for being able to be this strong.
So anyway productive school day! Mostly thanks to my temperature coming back to normal levels.
Finally gonna get back to my weekly retreat of sweating my guts out at west coast ayer rajah tmr.
Cant wait.:D:D

They say if you love someone let them go,but they never told me what to do when they dont come back.
Stupid people who told me this.
We should all take a look at what we have now.then think of all you did to get it.
Because remember, it only takes a fucking second to lose everything.
One day i'll laugh when i look back on these tears, i just hope i dont tear when i look back on all those laughs.
And who the hell ever said life was too short? ITS THE LONGEST THING ANYONE CAN EVER DO.
Sometimes i just wish i hadnt met you because then i could live my life not knowing there's someone like 
you out there.You taught me how to love, how to laugh, how to cry, how to be a better person,
but you forgot to teach me how to forget you when you leave.

Ok i've ranted enough.

Regret.Why do we do that.Why cant we just let go of past mistakes.
Sometimes we let our hang-ups get the better of our life.
We may have hurt the only ones we love, done stupid things that we wish we could just undo.
But we cant. So all we can do is just let go.
So this is it. You've lost the love you had before. So i guess i have to lose mine too.






Forgetting someone you love is like trying to remember someone you've never met.
It's god damn hard.

Caught MJ's This Is It just now and it was awesome.
He definitely earned his title as the King of Pop.
Moves like that when you're 50, damn you got me.



I'll leave you alone because that is what is best for us.
















Today's the day it gets tired 
Today's the day we drop down 
Wasting words
on lowercases and capitals

How can i live with myself
when i know i let our love go.










If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

ARGHHH just missed my first lesson this term.
Shall be my last also.:(
mmmm...30 mins till lunch break..cant wait..











So we sing
sing without a reason
to never fall in love
to never fall in love again

Just got back from a bbq.
More pictures shall be added to my album
for photography in facebook.:D









Yesterday I lost my closest friend
Yesterday I wanted time to end
I wonder if my heart will ever mend
I just let you slip away

Alright i survived my first week of school and i'm
actually feeling good about this semester!
Just hope the topics for this year's FYP is suited to Jason and I,
otherwise we're s-c-r-e-w-e-d. :D






I gave you the best that i had
i gave you all the care but now i regret
One moment.One action
Changed everything
So now i'm never asking for you back again

So school started at 1 today. Only for today.:(
Next week my timetable's still fucked. 
Had a pretty productive day in school.
I need to keep up this attention in class
if my grades are to improve!










You gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will you bring a better future than I had in the past
I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
and if it hits better make it worth the fall

Finally got back a paper that i passed!                                        
Walked around the whole of town today.          
Therefore i cant feel my legs anymore.                                      
I need cake.now.hungry.                                                               
Crap, probably shouldnt have that piece of cake
i just had a glance at my bulging tummy :(






Thanks for everything. :)







Sometimes tears aint all we have to say
Sometimes your first scars will never fade away
Try to break my heart well it's broke
Try to rain on me while i'm soaked
Where do i start to pick the pieces

 First day of school.Failed every paper i've taken back.stupid i know but things will change.
This time for real. Snow leopard coming from Mr Teo tmr (hheehehhehehehehe) well hopefully i can work it on my mac. :D
ALRIGHT THIS TERM EVERYTHING CHANGES! NO MORE SLACKING.EVERY MOMENT OF MINE WILL BE USED FOR A PURPOSE.
Daily routine shall be school-home-study-workout-sleep.That should work on most days.i hope.













So long sweet summer
i stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
so long sweet summer
i fell into you now you're gracefully falling away
Thanks for the summer
it's cold where you're going
i hope that your heart is always warm

 It's funny how life eventually pans out.
how something you thought was so amazing
would slip right through your fingers
and you know deep inside you'll never be able to get it back
so now just you lie awake night after night
but it's all in vain.
no one else knows the pain.





Never take anything for granted.

I have the ability to screw up anything good in my life.